In the years of my life I have experienced more pain then I knew what to do with and yet the pain in comparison to others is nothing. I do what I can to never compare.
I have grown into my beliefs of peace, freedom, truth and love.
I have spent many years of knowing exactly what it is I wanted however I had no idea how to make any of it real. Now I am left at the crossroads of what I have always heard about. The time has arrived; the time to decide, the time to live my dream.
If my answer is yes then the lives of two will feel pain. One will understand and yet he won't. The other will feel the most pain. He will never understand and the sense of abandonment will always be there. That is the pain I have carried and never wished on anyone.
If my answer is no then the pain will be felt by only one. Myself.
My dream is to love, be loved and to make a difference where others will know the truth, have freedom and feel peace.
The absolute hardest feat in life is the absolute itself.