Friday, March 2, 2012

Parapila


A psycho sexual disorder in which sexual gratification is obtained through highly unusual practices that are harmful or humiliating to others or socially repugnant, such as voyeurism or pedophilia. This is the definition through The Free Dictionary by Farlex.

It is an interesting topic and one that I am familiar with.

To be perfectly clear and you should understand that there is nothing about pedophilia that interest me. I am not into it, I do not search sites nor do I fantasize about having any type of sexual encounter with a child or children.

That being said I will speak about the other aspects of paraphilia like voyeurism.

Voyeurism. I enjoy the thought of it. I watched a classmate of mine back in 1987, as he masturbated. I stood outside his bedroom window. It turned me on to watch someone please them self. His facial expressions and the movements of his body was quite erotic. He had absolutely no idea that I stood there watching intently as he continued to stroke away. Later that evening I took my soaked panties off and I masturbated to the scene alone in my upstairs bedroom. I told him recently and it pissed him off that I watched him, then he wanted to fuck me.

I have been watched while I masturbate. It is something that I believe most couples do when they are fooling around. I, however, would like to be watched while not knowing. Tell me about it later but watch me when I am unaware. I welcome you.

Now some may say I am a sexual deviant and that's okay. You see, I am pleased with my sexuality and quite comfortable in knowing that I gain pleasure from the exposure of all my inhibitions which I have none.